i am sad

i feel sad,
cause i couldn't save a little blind kitten.
he has be abandoned in the wild.
to be eaten, to be poked at.

i feel sad,
for my weakness in heart.
for i should have left him when i heard him meowing.
he should have to be deserted by his damned owner.

i feel sad,
cause no one want to take him.
it become clear to me that
being cruel is sometimes the best plan.
turning away your eyes is always easier to accept the responsibility.

i feel sad,
for i have the feeling that
saving a stray cat with mercy
is one stupid thing.

i feel sad,
cause i can't keep this blind cat.
i have no choice but to abandon him again.
leave in the cold, unseen world.

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