10/11/2007

the loneliness among people

what is the beauty of being alone?
for my current situation, i think the beautiful point about being alone is do anything i want, without any obligation and duties. going to lunch alone, hanging in the night market alone, traveling alone and always taking photos without myself. that's the beauty of loneliness. i have cats but i can't talk to them. how is that possible to think that cats (or pets) can be one's companions after thinking that these cats might just eat your corpse if you had a sudden death. you flesh is their companion, the best canned food they can find.
do i resent being alone? no, it's been a while that i enjoy the total solitude, to myself only, and accept it. drinking coffee alone in the cafe and enjoy the happiness of being neglected, enjoy the crowd, and imagine the scent of a pretty woman that has arousing legs. that's the essence of being alone. living alone is not that you hate others or vice versa, it's an attitude inside you.


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2 comments:

Clio said...

" these cats might just eat your corpse if you had a sudden death..." this is horrible but possible.
I once read a news article, it's about an old man who lives alone trained his cat to dial emergency number. One day he fainted and his cat saved his life by dialing 911! Don't hesitate, start teach your pets.

Unknown said...

really? that's amazing. i will be easy on them. i will teach duras to dial "9" and titan "1" with his stomach. ha ha ...